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Saturday, November 17, 2007

No more kiddos.... ever!

Well, no more kids for us! Matt got his Vesectomy done yesterday (Friday) at the Dr's office. It took about an hour, which is a little longer than normal. Apparently, the Dr. was having problems getting everything completely numbed up down there- Matt said it HURT!

Anyway, he's doing good today, just sore (obviously) and has been keeping frozen peas on him for the last two days (they work really well because they don't melt and get water everywhere!) He's actually out looking at a few locations for his new business he wants to start up (he wants to open a retail shop for pool chemicals and spas, etc, here in town) with a friend of his that's going to go into the business with him. I think he's stupid for getting out and doing it right now and if he ends up with huge balls because of this, it will NOT be my fault! LOL

But... I'm a little sad to know that I will NEVER (okay, more than likely never unless I ever get remarried- which seems really unlikely!) have another baby. It's just hard to know that, ya know? I mean, I 've known it, but now it's kind of official or something. So it's been a hard two days for me (on top of keeping up with all of the boys and helping Matt out when I can, I'm just super emotional about this and have been kind of taking it out on Matt.) Ugg! I'm very happy with our FOUR boys, but I love being pregnant and having kids around. I'm probably nuts (because there are days when the boys are driving me bonkers and I would willingly sell them to the circus) but I still hate knowing that we are DONE.

Okay... that's it for us right now though. Matt should be home soon, and I need to get going and help Blayden out. He's trying to walk with his little push walker and he's stuck next to a wall. ;-)

1 comments:

Christine said...

Wow, that is a huge decision! I totally understand your feeling sad. Kevin almost got one back when we had Katie and Kyle and we thought that we were done and even then I had a really hard time with it, obviously now I'm so glad he didn't! We're no where near done! :)