I Am

I am stealing this from Marie... ;-)

"I AM"

I am: ready to go buy new couches and am trying to decide how to talk Matt into doing so.

I think: I have too many kids and they want too much from me. I just like to CHILL OUT and they want to GO.

I know: that it's my fault I have too many kids. ;-)

I want: someone to come pick all the weeds out of my flowerbeds. They are bad. I mean REALLY REALLY bad. I bet our neighbors are tired of trying to look through the weeds to see our house.

I have: an amazing husband. He is wonderful MOST of the time. ;-)

I wish: Blayden would grow out of the 2-year old tantrum thing TODAY. He seriously throws himself on the floor screaming and crying. He's the only one of the boys to do that. Yuck.

I hate: people who are skinny and don't have to work at it at ALL. Skinny people suck.

I miss: having quiet time in my house where it is actually quiet.

I fear: big thunderstorms. I like watching them and listening to them, but I don't like the really big ones being right over us. Especially with a threat of tornados. But, ya know, it's been so long since we've even had RAIN, I could deal with being scared of a big thunderstorm, just to get some rain out of it.

I feel: tired and yucky. I've been doing house work and paying bills all day and haven't gotten to the shower yet. Yeah, I know. Gross.

I hear: the TV on some kid show. And Kelton saying "here's your snack, BB." Kelton is AWESOME with BB and is so sweet sometimes it makes me cry!

I smell: beef jerkey. I had a piece earlier for my snack and the smell is still on my fingers.

I crave: carbs. Thats it, just any kind of carb. I'm doing low carb right now and I just want a piece of bread! (Sushi also sounds REALLY REALLY yummy!!)

I search: for good books. It's my summer break and I plan on spending it reading anything and everything I can that's good. Any suggestions?!?

I wonder: how much longer it's going to be in the 100's. It's hot.

I understand: how people can get addicted to Facebook. "Hi, my name is Kelli, and I'm addicted to Facebook...."

I regret: not taking more pictures and videos. (I'm going to keep Marie's answer for this one... I'm trying to take more but I need to do better at this!!)

I ache: in my back.

I care: for my family and friends, even if I don't say it all of the time.

I always: wash clothes on Mondays and Thursdays, and wash sheets on Fridays. It works for me and that way I'm not doing clothes every day of the week.

I am not: eating carbs. Which sucks.

I believe: that one day I'll either loose all this weight or just go crazy and end up eating every carb in sight.

I dance: NEVER!! I'm not a good dancer and never have been. Although I would like to learn how to do actual dances! :-)

I sing: in the car. It drives my kids crazy, (but I think secretly they love it).

I cry: easily. I almost always cry watching "Extreme Makeover: Home Edition" as well as any other show that's emotional. I am avoiding going to see "My Sister's Keeper" because I know I'll cry.

I worry: that Matt will stop selling pools. And then what would we do?!?!

I don't always: tell the truth. :-) (But really, who does?!?! LOL)

I fight: almost every day with BB to change his diaper. I need to potty train him, I just don't feel like it.

I write: not very often. I'm spending too much time reading right now.

I listen: to music a lot. I love putting on my iPod and tuning everything out. You can sometimes find me at HEB shopping with my headphones in my ears, enjoying not having my kids with me.

I never: thought I'd be married with four boys and going to school. If I saw a woman who was like me a few years ago, I would think she was crazy. I am crazy.

I need: to loose a LOT of weight. And then I need a vacation to make it all really worth it. I also need to learn how to run. I think that would help me with need #1.

I am happy about: My life. My friends, my family, my husband, my kids, and me. I'm doing okay. Despite being crazy.

So who are YOU and what do YOU do?